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Back to `59 because i let myself be a whore to food. I'm going to try really hard to do some serious clean eating and get myself back into fasting mode and stay there for a long freaking time.

things are oddly blissful and easy with the boyfriend.
he let something very offensive that i said go the other night. i felt really bad about saying it, and i think he learned that the only way we're ever going to be able to work is if we compromise. hopes.