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Just want to get below. : (
Maybe after this weekend. I'm going home for the weekend so it'll be a good chance to recharge. Don't really want to drive but meh.

Feeling very unhappy. Don't want to get out of bed to go to class. No motivation for schoolwork at all. No motivation to do anything at all. Just want to feel okay.

And still I feel I'm not sick enough to need help. I feel like there's a cold ache around my heart, in my chest. Weighing me down.

I hate this town. I am not enjoying school. Being with my boyfriend isn't fun anymore. Nothing's fun anymore.

I just need something.