Sunday, April 25, 2010

Empty

First day in a while that I literally haven't had any food go into my body.

It's strange, how you rationalise.

You think to yourself, just a few more hours, then you can eat. Just another night. You'll eat in the morning. Just one more day. Just a few more days.

My friends are noticing. I'm not thin anymore but I've lost significant weight in just a week. I say weird things 'cause my brain doesn't work right.

But that won't make me stop. I'm just too stressed out to eat.

Edit:
Couldn't concentrate on my work. Had 10 unsalted crackers and a string cheese. Puts me at about 200 calories for the day. Having some senna tea and working.
Hopefully that will be it and I can provide better posts after tomorrow.

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