144

organic energy bar - 200
naked juice - 280
organic steel cut oats - 120

600 calories so far.
really thinking about going to purge up that energy bar i just ate. even though it's healthy. fuckin kill me. but i have to do it before matt gets home.

help? anyone?


i decided i'm at least going to try to purge.

no, at most i'll get up maybe like 200 calories and it's not worth it. if i just keep this healthy stuff down i 'm less likely to eat a bunch of crap later so i am just going to try and keep this bit down. from now, only going to eat what i can write in my book. going downstairs go get it right now.