143

It's been awhile. Gained and lost. Took a ton of laxatives yesterday. Feeling much better now.

Told boyfriend and friends I used to take drugs.

Never told parents.

Idk. I feel like I can never tell them now.

OH welll.


It's 9 am central time in North America.
No calories consumed thus far. Thinking I will do some weight-bearing exercise today--running doesn't look like it's happening.