170

Ok I feel a little better.

It's kind of weird to think that a month and a half ago I was excited to get under the 180 mark : /

Now I flip out if I'm over 170. It's good, though. 165 next, should have it by next week if I stay under 500 cals, according to losertown.com.
I love that thing. It tells you how much you will weigh (mathematically speaking, not accounting for variables) if you eat a certain amt of calories a day, based on your starting weight, your height, age, and sex.

According to that I'll be 120 by Dec. 3 if I stay on track. I'm determined. After this last week of eating like shite I'm all for it. Besides hanging out with Berto so much helps me not eat--I told him about my ED so if he sees me eating he'll think I'm nuts. Haha.

Whaaaatever.


I am nuts I guess but we shall see.
I'm going to go do some exercise now to burn off the orange I ate and the coffee with milk i'll be sipping all day.