Only weighed myself once today after ingesting a bunch of nasty food I didn't even want. Tomorrow I'm water fasting, coffee, tea, etc. Diuretics and a smoothie for lunch so I can work out. Considering waking up at three am to go jogging. Fml.
Idk what my problem is.
OH WAIT
IT's ED-NOS, I almost forgot.
Fuck.
Though I always say I'd never want to go back, I'm starting to miss anorexia. I'd rather starve than purge.
Daily struggle.
Goddamnit.
In other news, had a great time with that guy B last night. Stayed out til three just talking after the movie. I'm pretty sure he's in love with me by this point ; )
He gave me a gift.
Owly goodness.
But I can't give up my seximexi. I know he's crazy sometimes, possessive, jealous. But I can deal with it right now. But when it gets out of control I will leave him.
About Me
- MiuMiu
- 5'9" 20 years old. Bulimic. Anorexic. Ed-Nos. Whatever your flavor. Whatever you want to call me. I'm a fat girl suffering from anorexia. And I hate it.
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Almost forgot. Took laxies tonight, right before bed.
Gonna sleep and hope to shit a fucking TON in the am and throughout. Tomorrow's a 'me' workout day.
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